Waiting
Somehow, I feel alone. I feel as though i'm drifting apart from my friends. Seldom talk to them, seldom meet and hang out together. Maybe because they're busy with work. Chalet is less than 2 weeks ago. It's too long for me to wait.
I don't feel the need to go online on MSN anymore.
I need to sort out of my thoughts.
I felt that I had a lot ot say but I didn't, maybe because I had too many things on my mind right now.
I don't want to say the wrong things, and then hitting the wrong people, and ultimately I start blaming myself for saying it out in the first place. I don't like to cause unnecessary trouble.
Maybe I'm jealous. Maybe I'm just bored. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Maybe i'm blogging because I want to say something out but I couldn't. I wonder why.
I'm confused.
What am I thinking exactly?
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Dearie I want you here now.
11:41 PM